I think I'm starting to hate valentines day more and more. why? ideno really.
Well so yesterday I finally ish got my internet privileges back and I just came..

and like yesh. Checked facebook and did my usual computery stuff ACTUALLY
NO. It turns out my computer hard disk died aka last blog and yes. Ish on my slow computer pc and life sucks more. Everyone seems to be happy but me is that so wrong? Oh fyi I had the most amazing dream last night even though in my dream I slightly cried.. o-o'' but omfg such a cute cute dream ♥

So basically short version: it was me and this guy ( mysterious guy which made meh sad ) and

liek we were at camp or something then I saw him being with a lot of girls and slightly flirting. Then we had to liek cross this bridge across this river and like walk and do stuff. So me and a friend did and we were kind of like watching him right? But then he just disappeared and I became really sad. So I was like oh lets go back to camp and see if he's there. So we basically rushed to get over there and it just happens that we were on like a shoreline of a ocean and I kept on dropping my clothes .___.;; So by the time we got back to camp we didnt see him so I just started bawling my eyes out .. Then one of the camp leaders came and like told meh he was near and like I should just sit down over there. So I went over and I see a bunch of cards and like a present for me and it was all from him. I was so happy and yeh.. So he showed up and like I was so happy and liek askdasdkljasdldasdksl hugged a lot and yeeh It was so cuteeeeeeee >W<;;