Thursday, December 31, 2009
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Gaia was a distraction: but hai all of you .
2009 shall be over & I guess i'm happy its going to be over.
It was rough & fun with some happiness. Mostly rough for meh ><
New friends.. love,

best friends that come and go but always there for you.
♥ i love them to death.

its a year to forget him, esp him ><
i dont want to forget forget but forget enough that i'm not attracted to him.
i love him: my best friend, but still its really time for me to move on.

my best friend's moving T__T
I guess i gotta make the most out of this year & the rest of my school year fer nao.
My crush hmm, i wonder how long thats gonna last this time ><

new year new goals right?
♥ be moar fit for outdoors >[
♥ better grades MOSTLY IN OUTDOORS
♥ okay good grades in everything
♥ MAKE NEW FRIENDS THAT I NEVER MADE FRIENDS WITH OR TALKED TO >O
♥ get a life (Y)
♥ save up money & get plane ticket to visit viv~

2009 songs makes meh feel happy ish.
cuppycakesong & summergirl & so much others: good memories >W<

Wednesday, December 30, 2009
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I love that i'm on gaia so much now ;]
oh also its new years eve tomorrow ~
ilovemybestieAKAarmildaHOTSHOWER@gaia.
fansign for her >] earned like wut 5k from her ♥
love yooh bby. too bad yer leaving you horrible child.
been listening to korean songs again & japanese songs.
^__^ so asian of me right? tehe. Diva - After School.
Good times ( during the summer with veeveeen ) rawr.

STILL ON GAIA: yeno where you can find meh ;]
coidshower ♥~

Tuesday, December 29, 2009
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Monday, December 28, 2009
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erased everything:
I just want to move on and forget everything. No matter how I try its hard...
longing to be with him once more.. ideno anymore. Made a stupid playlist..
all the songs that reminds meh of him. Creepy right? T_____T'' shut up.
I kinda just wanna die listening to these songs & cry about the good days.
well ah eff kaying downloading songs for my ipod ><

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playing gaiaonline atm. Coidshower cause someone jacked coldshower ): sadfayce. But yeh, I was out at viv's house half of my time & slept over just last night. Came home thought i wasnt TIRED but nope. I blame gaiaonline for taking over my day almost. Viv got me playing it. I almost forgot about my facebook pet games and petville pets gonna die T^T anyways: side image is my dream cupcake avvie (: yee. Slowly getting it though sadface. Well toodles~

Friday, December 25, 2009
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Thursday, December 24, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:47 PM

i want you on my head right now. & canucks shirt pl0x~ OH AND 100$ hopefully.
tehe. christmas eve christmas day, either way i'm not that excited. tbh to me its just like every other day T____T'' miserable skasad hits self~ well right now I just want to talk to my boo before going to bed ): oh well. so tired anyways.

NTS: download skype, even though i hate it.

well nightienights.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009
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OKAY SO LAST NIGHTS GAME WAS FREAKING AMAZING. 8D
i loved ever single minute of it tbh, it was like wow. AMAZING SHIZNAT.
I found a new love for watching hockey ( not that i never did it never came to me ) but seeing them live its like FRICK MANG. heart heart. didnt have any peekchures but i got uhm yeeh. alex elder is actually pretty cute looking JUST SAYING T___T'' BUT HAI yeno wut i learned.. SAN JOSE WAS PLAYING AT THE SAME TIME AS US!~ yesh san jose as in cali san jose. i think they won?! i think. woog canucks & san jose won~ fyi: did i tell you fin is so cute ;O adorable i wish i got to hug fin D: sadface.

FIN is not a SHARK! I get many people calling me "Sharkie"!

You want a shark go to San Jose. I am all whale baby...even better I am a mammal and actually 'eat' fish.

so right now i'm downloading smexystory or whatever. STILL LF> PS. ):

Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:39 PM

so I was just over at viv's house aka armilda's house watching the movie predator after making me noodles because she loves me 8D tehe noodles lo mein~

so it was getting to the MOST INTENSE MOMENT EVER: yeh i decided to leave cause it was getting dark and i didn't wanna get rhaped. (not like i would get rhaped im ugly :3 ) why can't i strike shiet here. ANYWAYS yesh it was an interesting day today. More tonight is going to the canucks game woog.. >__>'' i have to go. oh well go CANUCKS?!

so yeno yeh.. lf> msprivateserver. i quit gms. ):

Monday, December 21, 2009
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I offically will now just give up on you. damit yer so stupid. askldjask

Sunday, December 20, 2009
Last blogged @ 3:26 PM

made this yesterday while listening to that song. something bout reset.
its a cute song, made me think of him. Okay i should stop counting now.
kind of forgot about crushcrush~ T__T. goes back to school kt: FANGIRLSCREAMS.
fail right? FYI: the blue hair & blond rose is us when we first met each other.
& the red and black whooshie hair is us atm ( well whooshie is soon to be meh .. )
i would like give a huge timeline but i'm freaking lazy as hell.
talk about lazyness i'll update this later (: kbai~

05/06/09 cupcakebby.

Saturday, December 19, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:14 PM

watching peak season finale atm. NEVERMIND T___T''
i found out my cupcake buddy is from vancouver too :D WOOG.
but anyways so i've just randomly found songs & they ended up making me think about justin. HOW DID THAT HAPPEN? "my favorite ex". its true i love him to death still. BUT I am slightly bored of him ;~;'' stupid won't entertain me that much. Why I like yooh~. FYI: ideno why im counting the days. Is it because of the days when im away from my crushcrush & how long its lasting? IDENO.

we've been on overdrive maybe we should take some time apart

so cute: someones one month (: reminds meh of justin kind of..
i realized people thought we were perfect for each other, i thought so too.
i love you .. i think

i want a r e s e t .

Friday, December 18, 2009
Last blogged @ 5:29 PM

tbh this should be in my blog but i decided to shove it in facebooks fayce.
just saying. look i even have it on one of my ff tabs ^^^^^^ ikr you can't see.
oh my bad now its neopet dailies: i don't play...
BUT I DO PLAY THE BEST GAME EVAAAAA NEOPETS.
well cheers to another day where i'm basically stuck observing my crush from far away,
wishing i was able to talk to him and be like YO BESTIE~~~~~~~~ * is not a freak * ( not really but yeno talk to him ): ) but yeno.. like i probably could but argh: slap me please.
its not like im crushing hard.. or am i?
CRUSH
CRUSH
CRUSH
CRUSH
i won't be able to see you for awhile LMFAO.

i have a bandaid, can a unicorn come and kiss it better?

Thursday, December 17, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:04 PM

rap to my lungs die of oxygen sing to the flowers with all yer wasted time.

supmofo, went up to squamish (^-^)o aka where my crushcrush is from. but anyways it was fun & snowy.. my toes were freezing cold. secret santa: ohmaigod, i felt so left out T_____T'' it sucked so much i was like holy shiz no prezzie for me but hai its about giving not getting. pretty squamish though (: i would love to live there tbh. Then went to langley for dinner @ kevin&teresa~ curry with rice o-o'' good day though~

Wednesday, December 16, 2009
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Tuesday, December 15, 2009
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thinking about you~
can you be my best friend?
will you become my love?
can you just be my other half?
all she asks is for your love <3
iloveyooh.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU ROTTEN CUPCAKE (:
yer finally 16 and old, dw bestie aka rottencupcake aka justin.

Monday, December 14, 2009
Last blogged @ 5:06 PM

sup whos my other half? vivienne~ right right? yes buddeh. so now i think i found my new crush @ school. that kid that emily said: "WHY DO YOU LIKE ALL THE UGLY WHITE KIDS~" me: ;~~; honestly noah was cute right? D: kasljsladkjdasklads whatever. but yeno.

crushes aren't meant to be, lets see how long this is gonna last.

tehe, walked in the snow today in the morning. I seriously thought there was no school today .___.'' wuts wrong with me and walked home by myself. NOTE I WALKED BY MYSELF * is not a loner * ><

Sunday, December 13, 2009
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when I first met you, I only wished one thing. For you to be happy and not to cry anymore.

wow, why can't someone say that to me? i would be like uber happy or something (: LOL. oh btw its snowing & im watching final episodes to boys over flowers. It made me ish cry, stfu. but anyways i realized that sooner or later you'll have a happy moment in your lifetime & if you love someone you have to let them go and if they do love you they'll come back for you..

wizards of waverly place & boys over flowers. (: falalala, bring me somewhere nice and listen to my ss501 pl0x.

Saturday, December 12, 2009
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its cold and i can't help it but think,
the things i may have done wrong. the things that i want or need.

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Friday, December 11, 2009
Last blogged @ 8:47 PM

ish cute, someone please come and do that for me.
i will be happy and giggle all day.
o__o;

Thursday, December 10, 2009
Last blogged @ 5:08 PM

if you knew how it felt you would feel this way too.
you should know how she felt. or how i feel. or something.

jealously eats me up.
nothing helping me kill this monster.

i love you so much its so hard to show.
the static is killing this, why cant i clear this up?
i can't get close without hurting myself.
i cant say anything without doing damage.

please get rid of it.
get rid of all the pain.
can i just forget & move on?

dont we all need happiness?
wheres mine anyways.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Last blogged @ 6:51 PM

sugar how you get so fly.
wuts wrong with yeeh. everything seems to be going down. horrible things maybeh ideno. But it seems like it. it makes me sad, and besides i'm even going all sakdljasldk about everything or is it just me? this seems bad.. crying in class & everything rawr. wuts wrong with me? i think maybeh its cause of viv and everything.
sigh lf> room to cry in.

Monday, December 7, 2009
Last blogged @ 5:29 PM

i realized i started crying when raymond&ben left me and viv @ a&w. not that i was CRYING that they left. Ideno, i was just thinking about people .___.'' ideno just tearing up and viv probably went all WTF at me. i'm just down & wanna die in a hole thats about it.

of course i need you.
i still like.. love? you ):
but just ideno its stupid.
why do I still have feelings for you, even though you left & shiz.
i still come back to you rawr wtf.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Last blogged @ 6:55 PM

can it be? yer actually freaking back? holy shiz, when people told me I got so excited. I told someone about you, how i missed you and everything. is it true, yer freaking back. you do not know how happy i am right now. its been forever. Like three months or something. I miss you so much & now hearing yer slowly coming back omfg, its like a dream come true. now that yer back, i have a reason to go on gms again (: I MISSED YOU LIKE FUX <3 please stay and be mine..